mentally drained
Im mentally drained,
the innerself is drained badly.
I have thoughts of making my blog private. Still thinking about it.
Anyways, Ive been tryin to upload pictures on FB and herre and its driving me nuts that explains why Im so so lazy already. Soon ok? Loves!
Merry Xmas!!!
Merry Christmas.
With Love!
the gift of silence
Let me sum up what Ive been up to this whole week. I had a week hiatus from work as they were having JCI so agency nurses was given the advantage of having their week off. The whole week made me realize I enjoy and I have always appreciate the gift of silence and time alone away from parties and meet ups. No, dont get me wrong. I totally enjoy meeting up with friends, relatives and awesome people. Its probably the phase Im in now, a different phase in my life where I feel like I need to fulfil my inner self and its a great time to do it as a week of hiatus meant no time limit for me to do stuff I want alone.
Have been going for Yoga classes at Pure Yoga reccomended by Hunns sister which actually contributed to me feeling a need to fulfil my inner self. In Yoga classes, we will be in rooms something like dance studio and we just sit there relaxed and when I say relaxed, I really was. I felt like the world paused for the moment. Just relaxed with nothing on mind was priceless. After Yoga, I went to so many bookstores from Kinokuniya to borders to Prologue @ Ion and Esplanade Library. I know thats alot of bookstores in one day. haha! Well, time was no limit for me so I had ample of time. I even had salad and tea myself at Borders Bistro reading a book. I enjoyed every quiet moment.
Im reading this book currently " the monk who sold his ferrari" This book through the medium of a fable tries to give some unique lesson for living a healthy and fulfilling life in present stressful world. Today’s world is running very fast and therefore most the people are not able to get time for their own betterment. We remain highly busy is achieving goals and earning money; however we forget to consider about health.
Xin Wang Taiwan Cafe and well wishes on da BALL!
after yoga, met hunns and we went to Xin Wang TAIWAN Cafe! Yes! You heard it right. not HK cafe, its TAIWAN cafe. So we had to try and when we stepped in and it felt like Taiwan, they way they greeted us and the layout of the restaurant. Were really excited to try their food as we totally love Taiwan food!!! But I've got to say it was rather disappointing, the mee sua was not like Taiwan's at all. The desert were just ordinary and their fried chicken were okay but not as good as Shilin in Singapore not comparing Taiwan's. I think Xin Wang HK Cafe was ten times better. Anyways, we went over to esplanade to get our very own BALL to have our wishes and resolutions written on it and it will be put everywhere at the Singapore river. I thought it was a great idea.





Reflection
I had always thought I was going towards my goal
but I have never thought...
What if my goal and my dream are not ideal
Im quite taken aback by myself that I finally know that and admit
Im lost.
Solitude
Solitude
many probably didnt know this part of me
I enjoy the time alone to think or just enjoy the silence.
I enjoy the indulgence in such meaningful silence;
calm and relaxed.
The moments that I hope can be paused;
reading a book in a quiet cafe, sipping tea and just smile to everything.
That kind of bliss is priceless.
An enjoyable weekend that ended too soon

The weekends were well spent that includes today.
Saturday went to Cindy's birthday with hunns, brenda and wx. We had real good food and good company=) went home after which as hunns got to work on Sunday as he have been real busy for book fest period. After hunns work we went to meet up with hunns friends, Jason and David. We went to have dinner at Noo's, Thai food over at Ion. The price is reasobnable and the mango salad and the tom yum noodle soup is good! After dinner we walked to cineleisure for desert. We had the mango ice tower thing at HK Cafe and its hell huge! but its real good as well. We then went to somerset 313 to walk around. Saw that F21 is finally open make me go gaga! After my pay Im going there, for now I should avoid the place. haha! After walking around, we thought of just walking to Douby gaut to take the train but while walking all of us had the sudden urge to play L4D so we went to play at Park Lane, Unknowingly... We played for 2 hours. But it was totally awesome with the right company. We kept screaming, oh no! thats me haha! we kept laughing. The day was real fruitful with the great company!
Today, or at least for the whole of this week. Im not working cos eye centre is having their JCI. So agency nurse dont have to go to work. Totally love the break for this week. Oh, today I was dumb real dumb! Argh! I woke up late as usual and went down to NYP to hand in my form and suppose to do payment which my dad pass me the cheque. So I thought I slipped the check into the form. Went to NYP pass the form and DANG! the cheque wasnt inside! argh!!! I forgot to bring la!!!! Went home and called dad so dad's gonna pass the cheque when he passes by there tmrw. haha! Anyways, met hunns's sister and aunt for dinner with him at Sun with Moon Japanese Restaurant. Enjoy the pleasant dinner, dinner with them are always so comfortable. and we will be going to aunt Agnes house for xmas bbq party on xmas eve and the ladies will be having exchange gift. Super excited. haha! I enjoy gatherings like that then to squeeze with the crowd.
I have decided to take up the free one week trial of Yoga at Pure Yoga recommended by Hunns sister. Mainy because I hope it'll relieve the pain on my back and my hip. Gonna start this week! And also I had decided like finally!!!! To go on a healthy diet! so from today no more junk or at least minimizing the intake of junk and carbo and cut down my meals from 6-8 per day to 3-4 per day! I will do my best for the sake of being healthier and I cant wait to say bye bye to the flabbiness!!!